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RESEARCH ARTICLE (Open Access)

Into the darkness: medical student essays on first experiences of the dying patient

Hamish Wilson 1 3 , Alexa Gilbert-Obrart 2
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1 Department of General Practice and Rural Health, Otago Medical School, Dunedin, New Zealand.

2 Sydney, Australia; London, UK.

3 Corresponding author. Email: Hamish.wilson@otago.ac.nz

Journal of Primary Health Care 13(4) 293-301 https://doi.org/10.1071/HC19568
Published: 23 December 2021

Journal Compilation © Royal New Zealand College of General Practitioners 2021 This is an open access article licensed under a Creative Commons Attribution-NonCommercial-NoDerivatives 4.0 International License


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